Everything will Change

It’s been a while since I’ve posted, (to myself practically) but for those of you that take the time to read this, here’s some awesome stuff.  Lately, everything must change, even this website…. gonna change son.  I am preparing myself to release a bunch of music that is somewhat like some of my recent SoundCloud, notably “Cleaning Up,” although more melodic and emotional.  I am coming to a point where I think I may be naming myself with an alias.  I have a few names in mind, but I’m not sharing yet.  Stay tuned for some really awesome music from the depths of my passion.  I have now realized this morning I have everything I need.  Especially my little recorder buddy.

Social Dependence

Life was once based on how we see ourselves, as clear as looking at ourselves in a mirror.   Personal, direct.  Now, we base our lives on how everyone else sees us.  Impersonal, empty of reason.  Be independent, light your own color of fire, and be real…. I fear we’ll watch our special understandings of life disappear if we rely on everyone else to support who we are, and the decisions we make.  Creating your image in social dependence is stripping yourself of your very ability to be you.

An excerpt of a thought on delusional reality

Well here it goes again.  It’s one of those days when you really, really, are like…. super out there.  What is being delusional?  I’m open to any thoughts really, but first of all to start, it’s often simply characterized by a lack of sleep, or emotional shock that’s disconnecting in nature.  But let’s go deeper, because I’m like super delusional and stuff…. whoa, delusions.  Upon entering the deep catacombs of this thought, I already have the impression of being off balance, but here’s the key just coming into mind: What is it that  you are disillusioned from?  There is this disconnection, sends you spinning like a top, but once again – disconnected from what?  Well now we’re in the catacombs, and I’ll share with you my viewpoint that there is something that keeps you grounded within your reality.  Now I’m not preaching anything here, what I am trying to say is that there exists this grid of connection between us all, some stronger, some weaker, that cuts off from you every once and a while – like when you’re alone in the woods.  When this happens, I think it is one of those few special times when you can realize this connection, only because of the absence of it.  Probably like you just thought, you never notice it until it’s gone.  I mean, how could you?  If you spend your whole life walking around, seeing what you see, but nothing changes, there’s not much to think about, there’s not much to realize.  It’s the changes that expose the inner workings of reality, and let me tell ya – some complex stuff in there.  Well that’s enough being delusional.  Good day to all, and welcome to the start of my website inner ranting.