Everything will Change

It’s been a while since I’ve posted, (to myself practically) but for those of you that take the time to read this, here’s some awesome stuff.  Lately, everything must change, even this website…. gonna change son.  I am preparing myself to release a bunch of music that is somewhat like some of my recent SoundCloud, notably “Cleaning Up,” although more melodic and emotional.  I am coming to a point where I think I may be naming myself with an alias.  I have a few names in mind, but I’m not sharing yet.  Stay tuned for some really awesome music from the depths of my passion.  I have now realized this morning I have everything I need.  Especially my little recorder buddy.

The Daily Routine

It’s that daily routine.  Everyone walking on their path.  Even those who don’t believe in destiny strive to create a consistent reality by weaving a path through the day.  I sure do.  It’s that daily routine.  Breaking free from the path, and the desire to create one to follow… I long for the day when I’ve started taking a more personal and less worried path.  I could walk along, judging every glance from another, weighing my standing with my teachers, parents, other superiors… weighing my value in the world and if I’ve accomplished enough, but really?   If I know how I feel about it, what’s the point of running my mind in cycles returning the same unchanged information over and over…  I’ll turn it back on next time there’s some new information.   Until then, I’ll be floating in a non-specified area in space and time absorbing what’s around me.

An excerpt of a thought on delusional reality

Well here it goes again.  It’s one of those days when you really, really, are like…. super out there.  What is being delusional?  I’m open to any thoughts really, but first of all to start, it’s often simply characterized by a lack of sleep, or emotional shock that’s disconnecting in nature.  But let’s go deeper, because I’m like super delusional and stuff…. whoa, delusions.  Upon entering the deep catacombs of this thought, I already have the impression of being off balance, but here’s the key just coming into mind: What is it that  you are disillusioned from?  There is this disconnection, sends you spinning like a top, but once again – disconnected from what?  Well now we’re in the catacombs, and I’ll share with you my viewpoint that there is something that keeps you grounded within your reality.  Now I’m not preaching anything here, what I am trying to say is that there exists this grid of connection between us all, some stronger, some weaker, that cuts off from you every once and a while – like when you’re alone in the woods.  When this happens, I think it is one of those few special times when you can realize this connection, only because of the absence of it.  Probably like you just thought, you never notice it until it’s gone.  I mean, how could you?  If you spend your whole life walking around, seeing what you see, but nothing changes, there’s not much to think about, there’s not much to realize.  It’s the changes that expose the inner workings of reality, and let me tell ya – some complex stuff in there.  Well that’s enough being delusional.  Good day to all, and welcome to the start of my website inner ranting.

Coming soon

Very soon – More Music, Video, Pictures, and daily blogging of in-depth thought


The Store is Open

Finally the website is open for business.  It’s taken me a long time to get this ready, but feel free to explore and enjoy all the music I have to offer